Saturday, March 27, 2010
ehhh omg i'm srsly so laggy haha but i'm finally starting to really feel superrrrr excited about getting dsta scholarship (((: like hehe yayy! :D :D doesnt matter if they want me to go caltech or germany or wherever la, i've finally thought it through alr ((: cos, all these unis have their plus points (: like caltech is super pro, but so competitive; do i really wanna go there? what if i go mad or sth haha :p and like, though german unis are not so pro in comparison, but germany is a beautiful beautiful place and it's my favouritest country in the world! ((: no kidding about that (((: so haha guess what, i shouldn't be complaining even if they insist on sending me there la (: cos it's such a nice place yayy and i don't think i'll ever go mad studying there (: and it's so rich in culture omg, completely diff from US haha which just doesn't have culture or what, and it's just super rojak over there la haha :/ hehe and yeahh germany is brutally cold too, not at all like sunny pretty california, but well it's all part of the fun la ((: yayyz so yeahh it doesn't matter where they send me la really (((: though i'm still gonna try my very best to negotiate for caltech haha! (: but if cannot then nvm lorh i'm still gonna be a happy girl xD
pasadena ((: prettyyyy right ((((:
munich!!! (((: beeeeaaauuutiful!!!(((:
haha see what i mean haha both places are so nice (((: ok i don't care alr haha i shall leave it up to fate xD
and so happy haha i feel so honoured seriously (((: like, hehe next time i can tell ppl, hello i'm a defence scientist! :D aha so cool right!!! (((: so exciting omg i get to safeguard singapore's defence next time haha i feel so useful and important! (((: yayy :D :D i have a super meaningful career ahead of me yippeeeee! :D :D
Friday, March 26, 2010
omgggg i got dsta scholarship! ((((: am a very happy girl nowwwww yayyy (((((: hehe xD xD ah so happy srsly srsly! (((: but oh noooo they seem to insist on sending me to germany haha craps how about caltechhhhhh ))): oh no omg whines ): caltech wins germany lehhh it's second in the world after MIT leh ahhh how can you not send me there ))))): booo )):
but nvm haha don't lose hope yet (: i'm going to talk to the person haha hope they can make a concession for me (:
kayy it's not a scam :D i went to see the website haha yayy so happy now haha it's apparently the highest honour awarded to freshmen! (: aha i feel so honoured hehe really i do (: but but why no offer letter yet )))): what's the point of getting the scholarship if you don't get accepted yet right haha omg!
ah at last i feel well enough to blog again haha (: have been sick over the whole of the past week and the last 2 days was just worse haha ): like yesterday omg i spent practically the whole day sleeping omg haha oops so unproductive ): the only time i wasn't sleeping yesterday was during lunch (haha duh) and when i went to see doctor ): and at night la haha when i was watching house with my mom yayy haha xD and haha crazyyy omg the weather is crazy nowadays srsly haha ytd i had to splash my way through the stupid heavy rain just to see the doctor zzz ): and like, the water came up to my ankles omgg so uncomfortable haha ): and yeahh la at first it felt very fun sloshing through the waters haha i felt like paddington bear in slippers haha :p then after a while when you see that the water is brown cos the soil from nearby grass patches has floated out, then it starts getting super gross omg ))): and i splashed like that all the way to the clinic zzz it was so freaking cold omg )): haha only plus point along the way was that i met this policeman who looked like julian hee outside the mha building haha :p he sucks though haha he made me take the longer route )): in the rain somemore!! ): zzz ):
okay but nvm haha it was worth it yayy cos i have an mc to cover me for two days hee! :D :D means, only 3 days of work left for me! (: goodie (: i'm sure i can tahan 3 days more haha i'm a tough girl yay (: and next week i have neville didi's concert to look forward to yayy! (: and can go watch it with ducky dearest yayy ((: craps i feel like we haven't had a chicky ducky outing for ages alr omgg sorry ducky ))): and ducky lunch pao-tang-ed today cos i'm sick )): but nvm next week k we can have dinner by the river or sth haha before going for the concert yayy! (: also, we have yet to go clubbing right haha i suddenly remembered again! ): ahhh we have to go together before we go overseas k! (:
and haha anw, it has been great just being able to stay at home and sleep ((: even though my ankles keep hurting when i lie down haha i don't know why also omg it just doesn't make sense at all right )): but yeahh sighh i guess my ankles are just recovering also la (: and haha is this a sign of madness or what haha, but i miss my heels! ): hehe cos now when i walk in flats i feel so funny haha my ankles hurt more than ever omg )):
and hehe i have just discovered the joys of online shopping omgggg it's really more worth it than buying clothes from shops! (: haha like, it's cheaper omg ((: haha i just wonder how reliable it is man haha, what if you pay up already and they don't deliver the stuff to you haha ): but omgg so exciting srsly! (:
and oh oh i have to blog this haha: the other day the courier guy came to the office to collect stuff i think, and he saw me and he was like, "wow you're so tall! eh what are you doing working here seriously, you should go be a model!!" HAHA :D dunno if he really meant it haha, but yeahh i agree man haha i love my height too haha! (: but still too short to be a model la haha xD though ahah yeahhh it is a really good idea haha (: can go earn extra pocket money for not doing anything at all haha :p ah though i can't really see myself doing that anw so yeahh :D
and haha i'm loving my hair more and more each day haha i think my new conditioner rocks ((: though it's damn super freaking ex haha ))): but i guess it's worth it yayy and it smells so nice too! ((: and haha ok i feel so zi lian oops :p ah i wanna go highlight my hair again ((: it really makes my hair look nicer haha (: and suits my look too yayy (:
anddd i love spinelli's rum and raisin spin haha (: new flavour yayy and it rocks! (: exciting haha i love spinelli (: it's a san francisco coffee company lehhh haha do you think it's any cheaper in californiaaaa (((: but haha nvm, i shall not care about all these things next time alr haha, must learn to be thrifty and frugal alr haha or it'd be so hard to get by next time! ): and yeahh best is not to fall sick overseas omg, cos firstly you have to look after yourself and make sure you get well super quickly so you can go for lessons again, and secondly you have to cough up extra money to pay for medicine gosh! ): super not worth it to fall sick really )):
and hehe this is so funny haha i got offered some Regent's and Chancellor's scholarship from UC berkeley! (: it's worth $1000 for my freshman year wow haha (((: ahhh though it's still not enough to cover tuition fees )): and it's supposedly awarded to people with "outstanding intellectual abilities and potential" hehe woww i feel so honoured! ((: just that... i haven't actually been offered a place in their school yet! ugh, so... is this a scam?! haha but it's from the university haha so they shouldn't be scamming me right! ahhh but why no offer for admission yet!!! ): confused ):
ok nvm haha i shall blog about last tues (: was on sick leave again haha but i went out with ducky and xw and kim in the afternoon haha (: met them at orchard after my interview and then we proceeded to follow xw on her shopping trip haha :p and ducky bought new shoes too yayy (: and then we walked around somemore, and then kim went off for ben and jerry free cone day, and ducky, xw and i went to toa payoh to try koi bubble tea! (: haha it's really quite nice haha so many pearls inside omg! (: the queue was superrrr long though ahaha lucky i had company or else i'd be bored stiff and simply give up queueing haha :p and we were talking about how we should hang out more with each other before we go overseas and don't see each other for like, months or maybe years haha!
oh gosh sometimes i can't imagine myself being away for so long also haha ): it's exciting but scary at the same time la haha ): esp in places where they hardly take in singaporeans haha, it's gonna be even scarier i think ): culture shock and all that! ): and yeahh i'll totally miss my family and friends omg ))): and have to do everything myself haha and still must try very hard to do well in school cos otherwise i think they'll just kick me out haha ): stress ))): latest news i heard: being in caltech is damn stressful and like ppl often ask for transfer to go berkeley instead haha ): omg ): and haha the other day i was facebooking and being kaypoh so i went to see the caltech 2014 group, and goodness there's only 1 other singaporean in the group, besides me! ): he's some indian boy from acs i haha ): ah but ok not like it makes a diff also la, not like singaporeans are damn easy to befriend, and not like they are gonna be the best quality of friends on earth either right? haha argh ok so why am i so bothered haha ): and haha i realised that this is where my secret dislike for c_ _ na people, i_d_ans and vi_tn_me_e will have to be left behind haha cos like it or not, these ppl might just end up being my friends next time haha zz ):
aiya i dunno haha ): but at least, the location is quite nice haha sunny california!! ((: better than uk haha the weather in uk is so brutally cold haha ppl like me will just die there haha ): ah i dunno haha, nvm i still have a few months to think it over (:
and haha i need to start adopting a healthier lifestyle (: like totally haha really really omg (: then i can start feeling better and start looking better too haha (: okays so: who wants to go swimming with me one of these days! (: haha i'm gonna start swimming regularly again i swear haha (: i shall go get my old figure and legs back again haha ((: and the brown, slightly chlorine-bleached hair too haha xD kay so anyone who's free haha around like april or may in the evenings or late mornings haha sms me or sth k we can have an exercise date together (: or if you have any better ideas for exercising (other than jogging please haha cos i hate jogging and anw it's bad for women haha it makes your uterus drop or sth haha :/ ) can call me/sms me too yayy ((:
haha i need to start thinking of birthday wishlist (: hehe cos i bet ppl will start asking me what i want haha xD my mom has asked me alr haha yayy mommy rocks! (:
top of my wishlist though: get TDN 5 for TestDaf!!!! (((: hehe shucks i bet you ppl think i have no life right haha, top of the wishlist is to do well for german test wth? :p haha but yeahhh this is me haha, i shall make it a point to be toptoptop in everything i do haha, and yeahh i might have lost this drive somewhere along in jc haha craps, but no i'm not gonna be like that again, cos i wanna regain my old reputation again haha i never wanna be below again (: maybe i'm too ambitious haha or maybe not, but since i'm still young and have energy, i shall strive all the way yayy! :D why settle for second-best when you can be even better right? (: and if you have been the best, and you've suddenly had to experience the feeling of being second-best, trust me, you'd never ever wanna be second-best in anything you do anymore, cos the feeling is just sucky haha ): so yeahh this shall be my motivation yayy (:
and from now on, i swear i'll never let myself be degraded to second-best ever again. (: Tuesday, March 23, 2010
oh no i really feel so emo ): i don't feel well at all, i feel so plain miserable and so upset that i've become like this sighh cos i never wanted to be like this ): i wanna be happy and cheery and optimistic and bubbly just like how i used to be (: i wanna be able to smile to myself for no good reason at all, and smile at random strangers on the street (: and feel super happy with myself even on days when there's nothing particularly happy happening (: laugh at every single small and stupid thing that ppl around me do (:
but i feel like i'm not like that anymore ): and all i wish for now is that someone would make me laugh and smile from the bottom of my heart and give me a really good reason to be happy for everyday that i'm here (: and understand me and know what i want and need (: and basically make me the happy girl i used to be ((: or even happier la haha xD
ah what i need is some endorphins now haha (: and haha can you believe it, i actually find that scratching my mosquito bites makes me momentarily damn happy and satisfied haha omg i think it's cos painful sensations release endorphins or sth?! ok can't really rmbr hehe it was sth like that la haha!
and hehe at least i got some laughs in the afternoon haha (: went for dms interview with shuyu after our lunch at mosburger xD and haha i dunno why we were both so hyper after lunch haha but i think the army guys there prob thot we were nuts or bimbs or sth haha oops! :p cos first thing we did when we saw the guard was to stare at his rifle hehe xD and then go "omg the rifle damn cool!!!" spontaneously! xD hehe dunno why it was so spontaneous hahah but for me i've always found rifles cool hehe :p and haha yaaa the guard was staring funnily at us haha oh no ): and then when we were exchanging our pass at the security counter, this shuyu suddenly started laughing like mad for no reason omg zzz so malu haha but quite funny also hehe and like i think we really looked mad hahahhaa :p and going up the lift to the office, we forgot which floor to go to! so we stared at the lift buttons super helplessly and then started laughing again cos we didn't know which button to press ahaha oh no and then the two uniformed guys in front of me turned and one of them stared at me with this damn intense look haha omg darn i think he wanted to shut both of us up haha :p and hehe i think uniformed ppl are really damn cool haha they look super cool in their uniforms haha! xD
and haha ya so basically that was about our crazy time there haha it was quite funny loll :D
and haha ok now it's back to stoning haha zzz!
Monday, March 22, 2010
haha i feel so zzz abt everything these days haha i dunno what's wrong with me also ): haha i remember being a very happy and bubbly person last time haha you know everyone used to tell me that my cheeriness was like sunshine haha xD but i dunno when i started getting less and less cheery hehe and like suddenly found myself having so many troubles to worry abt haha ):
and like now i still feel like this emo wreck haha i just can't get myself to brighten up omg it's so scary cos i really didn't ever use to be like this ): haha sighh ): i've really learnt a lot in the past week haha though i didn't actually manage to learn all these in such a nice way heh ): on wednesday i learnt that you shouldn't trust ppl just cos they look nice or talk to you nicely cos they can just backstab you and you wouldn't even suspect them ): on fri i learnt that you shouldn't be too smiley/friendly/look too nice, cos or else ppl will think you're damn nice to bully and step all over you ): on sat i learnt that i had been so blind all along, and i really got fooled by someone i thot i knew but actually i don't know him at all ):
haha and it's so funny haha i used to really like taylor swift's "fearless" but now i feel so sick listening to one part of it haha it reminds me of my own misery haha ): those words just hit me like a bomb haha cos it reminds me about the price you have to pay for being too trusting haha, and for being so stupid to actually believe that you actually understand someone. for being fooled so spectacularly haha omg i can't believe i didn't even suspect anything haha, i feel so stupid i feel like kicking myself haha ): haha i guess theatre studies does have a widespread impact on ppl haha ): and yeahh i should have known, when you get dao-ed and then suddenly get noticed again, when you ask and he covers up for her, when what he does with her is fine but what you do with other normal friends is not, when everything special has been shared and done with her and there's nothing left for you anymore, when he puts up her picture more readily than he does yours, when rumours with her are ok but rumours about you are embarrassing and must be avoided at all costs, then you know that you're at most, second best only. it's so bloody obvious. and haha why the heck did i have to feel so dumbly happy back then, when all that happiness was built on a fib -.-
haha and now i dunno what makes me happy anymore haha all i know is that i might just have been happier if we had never met haha ): cos after all it's all thanks to you that i'm now living in some sort of emo world everyday, under some sort of mental torture, thinking abt stuff that i used to not think about alr but have suddenly surfaced again recently, imagining things she gets to have but i don't. well you're great la srsly. both of you. ): well it's ok haha, anw her words prob mean more la, or at least she could bring you so much comfort last time haha, whereas i offered you some kind words back then but you just ignored me haha thanks so much i love the feeling man. what's the difference man haha is it just the face or what? haha or maybe i should have changed nationality haha, then i'd be more exotic haha. wells hope you two get to go your dream country together haha, how nice! keep the thing about your wonderful dream there too k so i can always be reminded abt what you two dream about together -.-
and anw so now we're the spare tyre and the second-hand tyre haha wow what a great pair! -.-
ack i feel so disgusted by you haha ):
Sunday, March 21, 2010
extracted from the slacker diaries :p
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
i'll nod my head like a moron
nicole ((: says:
HAHA
i'll shake my head like a drug addict then
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
of course
lol GREAT
lets do that
then ppl dare not come to us for a seat
then we can slack
shit la haha this guy really makes me die of laughter zzz but it's not a very good thing today cos i lost my voice ): shit i think it's karma omg it must be cos i laughed at tedrick during lunch ytd when he told me abt losing his voice ): haha or maybe it's cos i've been having a tough week, and oops i did indeed spend the last few days raising my voice at various people while getting agitated over various things. ): oh gosh how perfect ):
Saturday, March 20, 2010
haha i can't sleep so i'm here hehe it's better than tossing and turning around in bed at 5 am in the morning. ):
oh manz i dunno what to say also lol. all i can say is that, just cos i don't say anything doesn't mean i don't know about it, so don't think i will believe every single piece of bullshit and every single cock-and-bull story that you tell me, cos actually i don't. and like, don't say i didn't give you any chances either, cos i did give you so many chances to come clean but you didn't take it, so why are you asking for another chance now?! also shows what kinda person you are omg, you need the truth to be forced out of you before you'll admit right, rather than just admit it honestly out of your own free will. goodness ):
i bet you think it's very funny don't you, you must be thinking, omg this girl is so stupid she actually believes what i said, even though it's so unbelievable in the first place -.- which actually i didn't believe you lorh, but haha you keep saying i don't trust you and stuff, so i let you think i believed you la! stupid. don't you think you can fool me man seriously. small things also want to scam, i can't imagine the big la. and you still wonder why i don't trust you, don't you?! i'm so disgusted by you omg, especially now when i think back on the times when you ask me in that pathetic tone whether i believe you or not -.- guess i'm really better off without you after all. ): the scariest thing is to be deceived by someone your whole life, and i guess i almost ended up with that ending. ): but guess what, i'm not giving you a chance to hurt me anymore. too bad. you've had your chance but you lost it, so no more ):
to quote a good friend of mine, "Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out, and a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told. Some doors, once they’re opened, can never be closed again, just as some trust, once it’s been lost, can never be won back."
indeed. haha
wells it's a shit week indeed )): i totally hate liars haha ))))): don't blame me if i can't trust you haha you're so deceitful man :O am so disappointed haha i wanna let go of everything here alr. ): too bad for you then ):
Friday, March 19, 2010
haha well this week has been a helluva week haha ups and downs have never been so drastic before :O
first was the news about caltech la haha wow that really made me super super super ecstatic la haha xD made me so excited too hehe! :D and yeahhh so thrilled and everything haha ((((:
and then came the troubles at work! ): i.e., how my new supervisor keeps trying to step on my head ): just because i am only 18 doesn't mean i don't know how to think, and it doesn't mean i don't know my rights either, because i do know what i am entitled to and i don't think she should be taking advantage of me and shortchanging me lorh srsly omgggg i realllyyyyyyy hate working here alr man even though i'm already gonna end work end of the month, but i wish i could just end it right here right now omg cos working for such lousy supervisors really sucks to the max sighh )): she doesn't even earn my respect anw..... ): stuff like "i don't think you should be asking to claim salary for this" when she actually asked me to do work during my lunch break :O that is appalling man srsly, omg if she still insists on being so difficult i really have to take it up with MOM man wth ): do i look like cheap labour to you?! and fyi this big fuss is not about the money cos anw lunch break is only 1 hr, which is only 7 bucks and srsly, what is 7 bucks? but like, it's the principle behind it lorh, i'm entitled to be paid for every hour i work, so why is she saying stuff like that man?! no principles srsly omg :O so pissed omgggg %$#$#@@$%*
and haha she puts on this preachy tone while talking to me about this, and thinks i'm being calculative -.- ("see, even on days when you come in late, we don't deduct your pay right?") even though she is in no position to even talk to me on this actually, since she always comes in late herself, and even for me i was only late for 5 mins on ONE occasion omg. :O fine la if you want you can also deduct my lateness la it's only fair anw, but pls la, don't give me all these crap about why i shouldn't claim for doing work during lunch :O no brains srsly omg ): haha maybe she's also ignorant about singapore labour laws haha omg :O call herself a HR executive omg brainlessssss ): how can i respect such supervisors if they don't even know their own work omg :O
and i'm sooooo miserable cos i spoke to my bigger boss about quitting work cos i just cannot stand working for this sort of supervisor, but omg my boss doesn't allow me to quit just yet omggg cos i still have to finish up the brainless and menial archiving work before i go ): omg darn that's like 1 more week of work under this stupid supervisor. ): damn. ):
anddddd when i told her i had to go for a medical check up today for scholarship, she gave me this damn buay song look, and said sth like "huh so you have to take half day again?! but why are you going for this check up anw! is it cos it's free or what?" WTH MAN SRSLY ): it's like she has no ears la, i alr told her it's for scholarship zzz ): ya so anw, i was like "NO, it's cos it's compulsory, they made me go for it -.-" damn it omg see la such ppl are so offensive. ): just cos i smile all the time doesn't mean i'm nice to bully, doesn't mean i'm nice to step on either lorh ))): wth man, she thinks i'm so auntie like her ah, always go for freebie ah :O madddd omg )): as if i will go for every free medical checkup la haha she thinks i like getting poked by needles all the time for free blood tests ah? damn it ):
stupid supervisor ): now i'm waiting for my bigger boss to be free so i can call her and bring it up to her ): don't care man ): just because i smile a lot and am generally very soft spoken, it doesn't mean i am nice to bully lorh, doesn't mean i'm weak either lorh so don't think you idiots can try and take advantage of me lorh cos i DO know how to stand up for my rights lorh, i am no doormat omg ):
ah haha i feel so good after ranting ):
Sunday, March 14, 2010
OMGGGGG I GOT INTO CALTECH!!!! :D :D :D AHHHHH SO HAPPY HAHA! :D
ahhhh but quite confused also omgggg haha i dunno if i should go US ahhh still waiting for imperial ahhh why they take so long omgggg i think i still prefer UK ((: ahhhh dunno la ):
haha but still very happy (((:
i feel like i'm in a very airy fairy mood now haha xD ok i dunno what that means myself also haha but aha somehow tonite felt very long la and my brain feels kinda spoilt too haha (:
and i just learnt that guys don't read certain fairytales haha how fascinating omg! hehe you ppl are missing out on so much lorh haha i love fairytales man srsly haha (: aiya srsly you guys should just read more fairytales and learnnnnn from them haha xD ok i am going mad haha i just finished telling clement the story of beauty and the beast haha (: which is my fave fairytale hehe (((((: and like, haha i miss my childhood days (: so like, i wish i could either go back to my days of reading fairytales, or actually
go be in a fairytale haha :D but okays the worst thing is that, life always deals you a lot of shit when you could actually do better without it haha xD so yeahh no fairytale just yet haha, maybe later xD
ahaha how i hate growing up man! ): all these decision making and all these issues and blah omgg oh no haha i sound like an emo kid haha what's happening! :p
aiya why can't i just be belle haha xD hello i shall go wear a yellow gown tmr and run to some castle hehe xD and find my beast who will straightaway turn into a prince haha and then we can go get married and live happily ever after yayy clapclap end of story! :D :D and that's my very happy life for you haha xD no need to care about housework or what also haha cos the pots and pans in beauty and the beast can run around themselves haha so they can go gao dim everything for all i care haha xD oops :p
aha ok shit i am daydreaming oh noes :/ hehe oops :p ok la i shall go sleep soon yayy haha :D nite friends! (:
Saturday, March 13, 2010
oh sheesh i'm getting so fat alr omg i should really stop pigging out omg but i'm feeling so hungry even now omg hehe xD something is really srsly wrong with me omg i should stop eating so much man before i really become totally unattractive haha omggg ):
but i can't stop thinking about yam party hahah oops! :D cos ducky and i have been such totally fb fanatics and we had a long long foodie convo on my wall haha which involved plans for a yam party haha oh gosh (: yummyyyyy i'm so hungry my tummy is growling hehe :/
is it me or is it you haha but i just get the feeling you just don't care so much anymore ):
i am now dying of laughter hehe i'm seriously rolling around in my seat haha I HAVE SUCH RETARDED FRIENDS OMG IT DRIVES ME NUTS HAHAH xD
but still very funny la anw :D
like look at this:
nicole ((: says:
eh then aare you going church next next wweek? (:
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
why next next weeek?
not next next next next week?
or next week?
nicole ((: says:
okays haha are you coming for the rest of the year :p
eh guess what colour my nails are haa
xD
random
haha
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
lets see
wait ah i get my calculator
errr
blue
nicole ((: says:
HAHA why calculator!!!!!
HAHAHAHA
WRONGGGG
you need to check your calculator man haha
xD
you should use weighing scale la
more accurate
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
oh ya no wonder wrong
nicole ((: says:
HAHA
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
its pink
nicole ((: says:
OMGGG
yeahhh
(:
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
wah ai seh
nicole ((: says:
see haha i told you weighing scale more accurate
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
i put the calculator on the weighing scale
it works
another one:
nicole ((: says:
what' s ai seh!
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
ai seh in hokkien
is like
wow or awesome
i think
only one way to find out
shout it at a local coffee shop
if a gangster comes after you
u noe its not " awesome"
but probably some vulgarity
nicole ((: says:
HAHA eh wait so is it a vulgarity or not!
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
NO LAAAAAA
nicole ((: says:
HAHAHA
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
like i said it means awesome
i think
nicole ((: says:
oohx
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
or " cool"
nicole ((: says:
i learnt a new hokkien phrase!
wow haha
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
ask some random hokkien uncle on the streets la lol
nicole ((: says:
think i will be a very successful hokkien mee seller
how would you know if he's hokkien man!
my hokkien mee stall shall be called : ai seh hokkien mee
you can be my stall accountant
[ James 'Michael' Lee ] says:
lol
u can count on me
to double ur profits by 2 times
cuz i will double count ur $2s
yes haha which is what he always always does when we count money in church hahaah no wonderrrr our church funds accounts always don't tally omgggg hahaha :p
OMGG get what i mean right! haha he was my friend since kindergarten and i only just found out he's so retarded hahaha xD is it me who's slow or is he just drunk tonite haha :p
Friday, March 12, 2010
hehe i have a lottttt of things to blog about but as usual, i think my brain is failing me and i can't remember what i have to blog about again HEHE omgg failure :p i really think i've become stupid-er after leaving jc hehe okays sadness haha what a waste of my wonderful brain :p but then again, you can't expect me to stay smart when all i can do in office is pack files into boxes like some freaking coolie, or take lame pics of the office to make a promotional powerpoint slide -.- it just doesn't work in the first place man, you think you just take pics of the food places around and interview some colleagues (you have to force them to say nice stuff about the office also anw) and the new ppl will just fall in love with this office after seeing the powerpoint slides ah omg get a life man srsly, get a brain too!!!! :O ppl are just NOT that easily influenced ok too bad omggg srsly don't you ppl see what works and what doesn't?! omg -.-
and okay oops i was just lamenting the rotting of my brain but i ended up ranting about work oops! ):
okay haha but then again, the fact that i am still alive and well and able to even rant about work in the first place shows that i still have a lot to be thankful for la (: or maybe haha i have matured a teeny weeny bit after yesterday haha i almost lost my life man srsly omg! ): like srsly, i could have died on the bus la :O just one more minute, or maybe a few more minutes later, and i would have been the one seriously injured, and ya, given my weight and sweaty palms and all, yeahh it would have been very easy for me to just die yesterday omg if i were just a few minutes later omgg :O
so anw ok haha shall blog about the accident ytd! ): kayy i was on my way back from lunch at vivo city with ducky dearest (shall blog about that later yayy! :D ) and i boarded this bus 100 at the vivo bus stop la! then luckily i was at the front of the bus queue so i just boarded quickly and got a seat on the bus lorh! then after that the bus started to fill up la so it became damn packed la, like packed to the door. then along the way back, the bus suddenly braked damn hard and damnnnnn suddenly, cos of i-dunno-what la, apparently there was a car in front that just suddenly changed lane or sth, and the stupid bus driver just braked damn super freaking hard, omg -.- but ok la he should have braked also la if not will collide into the stupid freaking car in front! so anw ya, then the whole bus just lurched forward and everyone was just thrown forward! like the impact was so great la, and a few ppl lost their balance and fell omg but lucky i was early and i got a seat so like ya i was just thrown forward but didn't get injured la cos i was sitting down! but then there was this woman standing near the door who wasn't so lucky la cos she got thrown forward very hard and then she hit her head on the big glass window in front! dunno what it's called oops i think it's windscreen or sth? ): ya and then like, her head trauma was so bad she couldn't even talk after that! :O cos like, in shock la i think! ): or maybe really got head damage omg i dunno also! damn suay really!! ): and then i couldn't help thinking like, omg what if i were the one standing there omg, somemore i'm so light, and then plus i prob wouldn't be gripping any handle bar very tightly cos of my sweaty palms, so yeah lorh confirm bang into the windscreen and might even fly out of the window omg :O damn scary srsly! ):
and and and omg singapore bus drivers are damn dumb! ): or maybe it was just yesterday's one omg! after the incident, he called his supervisor and was asking "eh someone is injured here, should i call the ambulance?" OMG stupid srsly -.- where do all these stupid ppl come from?! i bet he doesn't know a thing about first aid omg -.-
and yeahhh anw so i conclude that God is really very nice to me man omg! (: haha i am a lucky girl seriously (: it's such a blessing seriously omg ((: and omg i swear next time i won't board a bus if it's crowded. ): i don't care, i'm gonna make sure i get on a bus where there's a seat omg -.- stupid la, bus drivers here are so stupid srsly i feel sooo unsafe taking public transport here -.- can you imagine haha even if you get injured ah the stupidddd bus driver won't know what to do also omg jialat la really! :O
and ok anw, on to happier things! (: like chicky ducky lunch ytd hehe (: yayy i met ducky at vivo and we went to food republic! (: and omg we totally pigged out la omg hehe oops! :D first we shared a bowl of lei cha fan! (: and we were feeling very happy hehe like, omg such nice food and nice company! :D then haha after that we went to get more food omg! (: dimsum from bao jin tian! (: hehe ok so we ordered one green tea egg tart, 1 plate of half pau and 1 plate of shrimp dumpling! (: then haha happily pigged out, then decided we wanted more of the half pau hehe! xD so we ordered like 1 more plate omg! (: and then hehehe ducky spotted the stall selling dou jiang you tiao! (: haha so we shared one of that too! (: and omg hehe it's damn nice really hehe my first time eating the fritters with soy milk omg hehe xD but it tastes yummy omg yayy happy :D :D and i love chicky ducky outings omg cos ducky is so nice to talk to hehe xD yayy that was one really wonderful lunch time omg ((: haha which totally brightened up my super boring work day hehe xD yayy can't wait for our next outing alr! :D
and omggg i learnt gross stuff about how certain races don't use toilet paper :O gosh but ok that's so gross haha and i dare not write it here in case like ppl say i'm racist :p
and haha i'm super confused omg i dunno whether to go public sector or private sector! oh noes ): okays actually i think deep down i really want public sector la but haha i'm so scared cannot survive next time hehe ): cos the pay is like peanuts omg what if it's not enough for survival lorh omg ): and so hard to climb up also oh noes ): argh but like i really don't like private sector leh omg it's so meaningless ): i hate having a meaningless life man srsly ): esp now i get a taste of being in private sector! and i don't like it one bit at all! ): ok la the pay is good, but like, ya i feel like omg my days are so meaningless la srsly ): nth good comes out of it at all ): plus my brains are wasting away ): at least in public sector you get to strategise and write policies! (: aha that makes me feel smart and damn useful omg! (:
and and haha i learnt a nice excuse to give ppl when you don't wanna do anything they ask me to! :p hehe learnt it from ducky during lunch! :p ok basically haha just tell them sth like "EH the world is ending in 2012 lehhh , don't ask me to do this kinda thing la! "
aha ok so hello, the world is ending in 2012 leh, pls go get a life and stop asking me to pack files into boxes please?! ): no one needs brains for that -.- srsly ):
also, since the world is ending in 2012, why don't you just start being nicer to me haha or else i will mimic you and be hostile to you too HAH think i don't dare ah?! and anw whatever it is, it's YOUR loss!
and whyy can't all the unis reply me now now now omgggggg ))): srsly la sigh ):
and haha ok i'm going to have dinner soon hehe xD shall blog again soon (:
Monday, March 08, 2010
ah i'm so sleepy haha and so tired ): had psc psycho interview today which was super draining and easily the most retarded interview i've ever had omg :/ haha was totally tired and almost falling asleep by the time the interview ended! and haha very funny la i don't even know how to answer their questions sometimes man haha the way they ask is so funny haha or is it just me lol!
like look at this la:
interviewer: anyone in your family gone to hospital for treatment before?
me: uh, me? cos i was hospitalised for pneumonia...
interviewer: how did this arise?
me: uh, i dunno? I fell sick la!
HAHA? like srsly what was i supposed to say right!! how did this arise indeed haha gosh -.- dumb as it may sound, i think that was the best answer i could give to this sorta question man -.-
ok shit haha hope they don't think i'm dumb or what la ok whateva haha ahhh sigh! ): really want to go civil service next time though omggg really hope i can get in! (: argh though life is always so unfair sighh the people who don't want it usually still get it, and those who really want it don't always manage to get it. ): sigh i hate those ppl who just sign up and apply for everything whether they're interested or not ): totally deprives other ppl of the chance to get what they really want omg zzz so selfish -.-
today i was quite annoyed when i went back to office after my interview also. ): someone asked me how i did for A levels and after i told her, she went like, "wa you're so smart ah?!" in that kinda quizzical tone :O wtf omg whatever man :O i might not look like some smartass genius mugger nerd or whatever but i'm not stupid either lorh -.- maybe i need to wear my specs to work everyday so ppl will think i'm damn smart or sth -.-
and oh noes i just went on fb awhile and saw sth really shocking :O my gosh i think guys are really scary creatures ): the way they change heart is like omg damn fast la, and so sudden omg ): it's damn disgusting really omg they're just so easily distracted by other girls omg ughhh guys -.- aha if i could choose i'd wanna be a guy in my next life la they get away with everything so easily omg -.- and hardly suffer as much as girls too omg zzz ): feel so sorry for my friend now omggg ))):
and argh work tmr again ): i'm so sick of everything ): if i could have my way i'd wish for 2 interviews every week hehe then i can go on half day for 2 days a week hehe xD omg 3 more weeeks yayy i can't wait! :D
miss you so much ))):
Friday, March 05, 2010
YAYY i'm so happy hehe xD omg so thankful for my results heh ah i feel so blessed ((: straight As yayy! :D and well h3 wasn't so good la but nvm la i'm happy enough :D
hehe omgg to think i was so worried and nervous before that hahaha i was sweating non stop from every pore haha D: quite gross right omg hehe :p
and yayy omg really so relieved (: now it's just down to waiting for scholarships and unis (: omg i hope i get sth decent (: like i said before, i'm not going to ask for anything more alr haha so i'm just going to sit back and see how things go alr (: dunno what my life is gonna be like but well (: i'm sure nth bad will come out of it (:
and yayy must thank my mom for all her care and support all these years omg yayy then i can mug more effectively and get the results i have today yayy! (: and i must thank shing for being my nice mugging partner for most of the j2 year haha it really helped la being able to mug with a companion (: and also to ducky for being my sms buddy haha who kept me from falling asleep all those months while mugging! (: and to all the rest of my lovely friends (basically all of you who are reading this blog) thank you for all your care and words of encouragement throughout too (: couldn't have made it through without all you people ((:
Thursday, March 04, 2010
aha omg i haven't blogged for so long omg! ): ok la not very long haha but it has indeed been quite a long time since i blogged properly! ):
can't rmbr what i wanted to blog about earlier alr hehe now all i remember is bsb concert with ducky! ((: which was last sun hehe yayy ((: and before the concert someone pissed me off damn badly GRRR but like ok fine whateva, i'm in this position where i can't do anything about it so ya whateva ): i just wish you'd only give your "help" when it's absolutely necessary thankyouverymuch, otherwise it's really not going to do me any good at all :O
anyway, bsb concert! :D yayy was super nice hehe and so fun going concert with ducky omg! ((: hehe and and omg we were quite malu omg cos we went to the wrong seats at first haha then we thot someone else was on our seat omg!!! D: but didn't realise that it was cos we were in the wrong section omg lol haha we are both blur ppl oops! :p hehe anw omg i loved the concert la i think it's really much nicer hearing their songs live instead of just the recording hehe (: and they dance quite well too omg hehe xD so cool la :D
and haha so funny cos they started the concert with the noisier songs haha then me and ducky were like, "huh what's this about? never hear before " haha :p but then yayy after that they started singing all the nice and slow sentimental songs hehe i like! xD (: they sang "all i have to give" and "as long as you love me" and "incomplete" and "shape of my heart" and and loads more haha but i can't remember the names alr oh no ): and haha i'm so happy cos they sang my favourite song! (: i want it that way (((((: hehe omg i almost thot they weren't gonna sing it la but hehe they sang it as the last song hehe yayyy ((: omg i love that song la please hehe xD
tell me whyain't nothing but a heartachetell me whyain't nothing but a mistaketell me why i never wanna hear you sayi want it that way(((: ok la it's not the words that are particularly nice hehe actually i just like the melody :D :D how do ppl compose such nice tunes omg, it's like, even if i hear the tune without the words, i still feel like melting away hehe it's so nice! (((:
and and they sang "straight through my heart" as the encore song! ((: yayy so happy hehe i like that song too hehe so catchy :D
and hehe i am totally hooked onto their other songs hehe went home to download even more of their songs after the concert hehe so now i have like this long playlist of their songs hehe xD ducky introduced me to "drowning"! (: and omg i love the lyrics la they're so sweet hehe i must write it here omg (((: they're really so sweet pleaseee (((: meltz! (:
Don't pretend you're sorry
you know you're not
You know you got the power to make me weak inside
And girl you leave me breathless
But it's ok
Cause you are my survival
Now hear me say...I can't imagine life without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough
Chorus:
'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
Cause I have known the safety of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another lifeline
It's not for me
Cause only you can save me
Oh, can't you see
I can't imagine life without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough
Chorus:
Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
And everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
Cause you're the air that I breathe
Chorus:
Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
And everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
((((: awwwww ((((:
yayy and ok i guess that's it la :D i'm so sleepy hehe going to sleep now! still got work tmr D:
reply to tags:
shing: ahhh yeahh omg can't wait for every weekend :D and yayy my prince shing is the sweetest (((: yayy yayy :D yayy prince shing to the rescue hehe xD
ducky: ducky dearest! (: bsb was so fun hehe we should have more such outings next time! :D
pasadena ((: prettyyyy right ((((:
munich!!! (((: beeeeaaauuutiful!!!(((: